Avalanche

I'm staring at an avalanche
Survival is barely a chance
Not sure if I can escape alive
Or with you by my side
You don't deserve this mess
You deserve me at my best

You never know if you're ready
To carry something this heavy
I can't save you from my past
Can't promise I won't collapse
No matter what I do now
I'll hurt you somehow

If only I knew
That one day I'd meet you
I'd have made different choices
Listened to different voices
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to find someone new

You never know if you're ready
To carry something this heavy
I can't save you from my past
Can't promise I won't collapse
No matter what I do now
I'll hurt you somehow

I'm sorry, please forgive me
I'll be the best I know how to be
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to find someone new